This blog is dedicated to my love. She is an Angel in disguise. She is my FALLEN ANGEL..

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Monday, July 29, 2013

Even without knowing we became lovers,

Even without knowing we became lovers,


There is an un made deal between us


There is an un made deal between us












There is an un made deal between us 



  

When nights come and when the darkness falls


When nights come and when the darkness falls The stars twinge so bright  Everything reminds me of your beauty










The love that we share is its one of a kind & will be there forever..


When nights come and   when the darkness falls   The stars twinge so bright   Everything reminds me of your beauty   A look that make me freeze   that glittery eyes speaks a lot   a smile that is heavenly pure   Touch that’s so soothing   A laugh that make your face more beautiful   A never ending desire that burn inside me   for that warm embrace,   for that passionate kiss   for that heart touching charm of yours   That moment when I feel your breath touching me   make me realize that the love that we share   is its one of a kind & will be there forever..

When nights come and
when the darkness falls
The stars twinge so bright
Everything reminds me of your beauty
A look that make me freeze
that glittery eyes speaks a lot
a smile that is heavenly pure
Touch that’s so soothing
A laugh that make your face more beautiful
A never ending desire that burn inside me
for that warm embrace,
for that passionate kiss
for that heart touching charm of yours
That moment when I feel your breath touching me
make me realize that the love that we share
is its one of a kind & will be there forever..


Thursday, July 11, 2013

There is so much pain and I don't know how not notice it. It never stops..


There is so much pain,  and I don't know how not notice it. It never stops..







There is so much pain and I don't know how not notice it. It never stops..

And here I am slowly drifting away from you..


And here I am slowly drifting  away from you..








And here I am slowly drifting away from you..

Don't be surprised if I disappear


Don't be surprised if  I Disappear









Don't be surprised..
If  I Disappear


Nothing haunts us like the things we don't say..


Nothing haunts us like the things we don't say..







Nothing haunts us like
the things we don't say..

Baby don't go away from me..

Baby don't go away from me like this. Don't ignore me like this. Baby just don't go..







Baby don't go away from me like this.
Don't ignore me like this.
Baby just don't go...:`(



I Miss You. Don't know what else to say.

I Miss You. Don't know what else to say.


I Miss You
Don't know what else to say 

You loved me. When I couldn't love myself


You loved me When I couldn't love myself










You loved me..
When I couldn't love myself

Feeling so low without you..

 Feeling so low without you. When will I get to hear you..

Feeling so low without you.
When will I get to hear you..

Our first kiss...

Your lips touch mine and I'm lost. Lost in the sweet taste of you. The gentle way your hand draws me in. The surrendering of your heart to mine. Our lips touch and it's you that I willingly give myself to. No words needed as love is shared in our kiss... Our first kiss...

Your lips touch mine and I'm lost. Lost in the sweet taste of you.
The gentle way your hand draws me in. The surrendering of your heart to mine.
Our lips touch and it's you that I willingly give myself to.
No words needed as love is shared in our kiss...
Our first kiss...

Say goodbye but never say hello again..


How to get over this..Say goodbye but never say hello again But I cant resist my self to wish you a good morning  Forget but never regret I can never forget.. But yes I regret a lot Pick the pieces up but never fix them I will always be an incompetent  Feel the pain but never keep it But for me this pain never dies.. It will die with me Then, you move on...I think you did..  This wound will never let me to move..
How to get over this..
Say goodbye but never say hello again
But I cant resist my self to wish you a good morning
Forget but never regret
I can never forget.. But yes I regret a lot
Pick the pieces up but never fix them
I will always be an incompetent
Feel the pain but never keep it
But for me this pain never dies..
It will die with me
Then, you move on...
I think you did..
This wound will never let me to move..




Atleast let me hear you for once..


At least let me hear you for once..

At least let me hear you for once..


My ears gone deaf without your whisper around..


I don't want to loose you for ever.. Don't leave me behind. Be with me please.My ears gone deaf without your whisper around
I don't want to loose you for ever..
Don't leave me behind.
Be with me please.
My ears gone deaf without your whisper around



Maybe one day, we'll feel that completion again.

I miss this and yet the feelings are still there.  There isn't a day that passes that you aren't in my thoughts. Our paths take us in different directions for now. Maybe one day, we'll feel that completion again.

I miss this and yet the feelings are still there.
There isn't a day that passes that you aren't in my thoughts.
Our paths take us in different directions for now.
Maybe one day, we'll feel that completion again.




How long has it been since someone touched you like I do..?


How long has it been since someone touched you like I do..?


How long has it been since someone touched you like I do..?

She's dear to many, but I'm her dearest..




Days with her was always special   bright stars was always above us   always felt the freshness of love inside   the words of love satrted pouring like morning snow   her smile & eyes made the child inside me smile   She always came like warmess in the cold morning   She's dear to many, but I'm here dearest   I want to sleep with her inside her blanket   like a cold rabbit searching for warmness...   Its the best place for me to be...
Days with her was always special
bright stars was always above us
always felt the freshness of love inside
 he words of love started pouring like morning snow
her smile & eyes made the child inside me smile
 She always came like warmness in the cold morning
 She's dear to many, but I'm her dearest
I want to sleep with her inside her blanket
like a cold rabbit searching for warmness...
Its the best place for me to be...







Many times I feel everything will be alright..

Many times I say nothing much  Many times I don't express anything Many times I make myself look like a fool Many times I feel things but I pretend as if I don't Many times I feel I got everything but its just a flop Many times I think I'm angry, but in real I'm sad Many times I dream of things I can never have  Many times I think about my silent life Many times I wakeup in the night & pray Many times I feel its hard to fight   Many times I feel everything will be alright..

Many times I say nothing much
Many times I don't express anything
Many times I make myself look like a fool
Many times I feel things but I pretend as if I don't
Many times I feel I got everything but its just a flop
Many times I think I'm angry, but in real I'm sad
Many times I dream of things I can never have
Many times I think about my silent life
Many times I wakeup in the night & pray
Many times I feel its hard to fight
Many times I feel everything will be alright..


Happy Birthday to my Angel..


Happy Birthday to my Angel..

Happy Birthday to my Angel..

Barista dark temptation..


Barista dark temptation..

Barista dark temptation..

Your tattoo will be rememberd always..


Your tattoo will be remembered always..

Your tattoo will be remembered always..

Never found Roses fresher than you..


Never found Roses fresher than you..

Never found Roses fresher than you.. 

Illusionary feeling called love…


A mix feel of happiness and pain   The first reflection of feeling shows in eyes   The thunder storm just about to come   It’s a fire that burn within will only slow down with   The drops of tears that shed over them     Days, weeks & months passes without   A human touch that you long for   For a hug you crave for, for a kiss you thirsty for   Just for an assurance that there is someone for you     Days when you long for that strong words   That words that can touch you deep   A refreshing smile, a warm hug, a feeling of togetherness   A feeling of closeness, a feeling of pain   when that hands slips when you say good bye   with the promise to meet other day     It’s never easy to have a Long distance love   Heart & mind always follow her way   Assumptions of being with her wherever she go   Thoughts of smile & words that you share with her   It’s always a pleasure in believing that someone   Special is thinking about you no matter where she is   It make easy to sail though the tears you shed     Nothing is permanent, no matter in what thoughts you live   One day you have to face the reality in the mirror   You can’t see anyone other than you around   The illusion you create around you will start to fade away   At last you will be left with the fears from which you where running     Then your heart will start to cry for the things that was not there   You search for that comfort world you lived with   Darkness & fear will start to eat you slowly   For the rest of your life you will search for that   Illusionary feeling called love…
A mix feel of happiness and pain
The first reflection of feeling shows in eyes
The thunder storm just about to come
It’s a fire that burn within will only slow down with
The drops of tears that shed over them

Days, weeks & months passes without
A human touch that you long for
For a hug you crave for, for a kiss you thirsty for
Just for an assurance that there is someone for you

Days when you long for that strong words
That words that can touch you deep
A refreshing smile, a warm hug, a feeling of togetherness
A feeling of closeness, a feeling of pain
when that hands slips when you say good bye
with the promise to meet other day

It’s never easy to have a Long distance love
Heart & mind always follow her way
Assumptions of being with her wherever she go
Thoughts of smile & words that you share with her
It’s always a pleasure in believing that someone
Special is thinking about you no matter where she is
It make easy to sail though the tears you shed

Nothing is permanent, no matter in what thoughts you live
One day you have to face the reality in the mirror
You can’t see anyone other than you around
The illusion you create around you will start to fade away
At last you will be left with the fears from which you where running

Then your heart will start to cry for the things that was not there
You search for that comfort world you lived with
Darkness & fear will start to eat you slowly
For the rest of your life you will search for that
Illusionary feeling called love…

Your eyes give the comfort of coming back home..


Your eyes give the comfort of coming back home..


Your eyes give the comfort of coming back home..

I saw you differently..


I saw you differently..


I saw you differently.. 


We met at the wrong time..


We met at the wrong time..

We met at the wrong time..

What I see in your eyes..


Today you asked what I see in your eyes..  I thought to glorify it the maximum I can because you hold very beautiful eyes  Because your eyes are magnetic  Because your eyes are full of emotions..  Because your eyes are just way to my soul  But than i decided to tell what exactly i see in your eyes along with all the beauty you carry in your eyes  Your eyes for me depicts so much love which is in prison of incompetence..  Your eyes depicts the restlessness of not living the way u want..  Your eyes depicts your weakness of not holding your love near to you  Your eyes depicts sadness for being the way you are...  and your eyes depicts the compulsion of living the life u are living..  I love your eyes because at the end they always shows truth to me...  I love your eyes because atleast they assure me that i am loved...  I love your eyes because they are mine....

Today you asked what I see in your eyes..
I thought to glorify it the maximum I can because you hold very beautiful eyes
Because your eyes are magnetic
Because your eyes are full of emotions..
Because your eyes are just way to my soul
But than i decided to tell what exactly i see in your eyes along with all the beauty you carry in your eyes
Your eyes for me depicts so much love which is in prison of incompetence..
Your eyes depicts the restlessness of not living the way u want..
Your eyes depicts your weakness of not holding your love near to you
Your eyes depicts sadness for being the way you are...
and your eyes depicts the compulsion of living the life u are living..
I love your eyes because at the end they always shows truth to me...
I love your eyes because atleast they assure me that i am loved...
I love your eyes because they are mine.... 

Only you understand my mixed up soul..


Only you understand my mixed up soul..

Only you understand my mixed up soul..

Sharpen your long lost senses.


Sharpen your long lost senses.

Sharpen your long lost senses. 

Neck Kissing, Its the starting point..

Sunday, July 07, 2013

I'm looking for that Angel eyes..


I have a fire in my fingers and I want to believe in this,  The way you look at me make me believe in my self  I'm looking for that Angel eyes..

 

I have a fire in my fingers and I want to believe in this,
The way you look at me make me believe in my self
I'm looking for that Angel eyes..

Is it pain or pleasure to love you.

Is it pain or pleasure to love you.


Is it pain or pleasure to love you.
Both leave me aching.
One moment I feel the warmth of you as it holds me close.
The next the pure chill as I’m left empty.
Yet, my heart wants what it wants and I lay here,
waiting for your next move.
Will I be comforted by your arms
or
cast aside by the coldness.






Trying to kill my emptiness..


Trying to kill my emptiness.. But this empty chair is filling me with more..



















Trying to kill my emptiness..
But this empty chair is filling me with more..

Moti missing you a lot..


Moti missing you a lot..
Moti missing you a lot..

Why I'm always misinterpreted..


Why I'm always misinterpreted..
Why I'm always misinterpreted..

Your eyes take all my tiredness away..


Today the spark in your eyes took my tiredness away..   Love that magic in your eyes..

Today the spark in your eyes took my tiredness away..
Love that magic in your eyes..


Missing your angel smile..


When my angel broke up with me  I could not sleep at nights  Its her face every time in front of me  I woke up the every morning  Knowing something is not right        I went from loving her to loosing her  Not knowing how exactly I should feel  I used text her daily   And one day she replied me  And when I read her text  My eyes they filled with tears  Whatever she wrote it filled my heart   She was shattered. Hurted by me  I realize that I got failed badly  And that's what drove both of us apart  I looked down at all the text she wrote  The most beautiful words I’ve ever seen  My heart skipped with every word I read of her  I sit hear reading all her angry words  My tears falling slowly as I read  I know where I made big mistakes  And know how badly I need her  I want to be with her   I’m uncertain about what comes next  But…I want a chance to kiss her deep and love her,  And feel my heart skip when she smiles...

When my angel broke up with me
I could not sleep at nights
Its her face every time in front of me
I woke up the every morning
Knowing something is not right

I went from loving her to loosing her
Not knowing how exactly I should feel
I used text her daily
And one day she replied me
And when I read her text
My eyes they filled with tears
Whatever she wrote it filled my heart
She was shattered. Hurted by me
I realize that I got failed badly
And that's what drove both of us apart
I looked down at all the text she wrote
The most beautiful words I’ve ever seen
My heart skipped with every word I read of her
I sit hear reading all her angry words
My tears falling slowly as I read
I know where I made big mistakes
And know how badly I need her
I want to be with her
I’m uncertain about what comes next
But…I want a chance to kiss her deep and love her,
And feel my heart skip when she smiles...


I’ve been in love with you baby.. Baby its only with you


Baby its only with you        For me the sun had set.   Darkness started to get into me  I can see the brightness sinking from my life  But my mind cannot forget that feeling of your love around  The spark of your eyes,  The magic of your smile   The sensual touch of your skin against mine.        Baby its only with you,        There's no end to the feelings I shared with you   The sun sank infront of me  And it went down with the happiness of my heart  Its very painful to realize that you departed.  I can't erase that feeling of deep long kisses that we had.  Tears came out when I write these lines..        Baby it's only with you        I always missed so much of you..  There's no end in the feeling of missing you  Don't know what's it.  Love or hunger for you.. or both..  My sun has gone down..  I saw it going down   I wonder if it turn back   At least for a fraction of second   Maybe   Just a look..        Baby its only with you,        My heart is hooked with yours   When I walk through the darkness   I realized that I'm too much in need..  My heart is not giving up your heart to let free ..  I really fall face down..  I feel the pain and the forever darkness of my life..        Baby it's only with you,        Many times I get greedy for everything   Its a painful feeling to be deprived of things I deserve the most.  My soul is paining to its maximum I will never let me forget my biggest loose..  As days passes the pain is going to eat me more..        I’ve been in love with you baby..  Baby its only with you,        Since we met…  Since the moment you hugged me first..  Since our first kiss..  I'm in deeply love with you baby..  Ever since and FOREVER ...











Baby its only with you

For me the sun had set.
Darkness started to get into me
I can see the brightness sinking from my life
But my mind cannot forget that feeling of your love around
The spark of your eyes,
The magic of your smile
The sensual touch of your skin against mine.

Baby its only with you,

There's no end to the feelings I shared with you
The sun sank infront of me
And it went down with the happiness of my heart
Its very painful to realize that you departed.
I can't erase that feeling of deep long kisses that we had.
Tears came out when I write these lines..

Baby it's only with you

I always missed so much of you..
There's no end in the feeling of missing you
Don't know what's it.
Love or hunger for you.. or both..
My sun has gone down..
I saw it going down
I wonder if it turn back
At least for a fraction of second
Maybe
Just a look..

Baby its only with you,

My heart is hooked with yours
When I walk through the darkness
I realized that I'm too much in need..
My heart is not giving up your heart to let free ..
I really fall face down..
I feel the pain and the forever darkness of my life..

Baby it's only with you,

Many times I get greedy for everything
Its a painful feeling to be deprived of things I deserve the most.
My soul is paining to its maximum I will never let me forget my biggest loose..
As days passes the pain is going to eat me more..

I’ve been in love with you baby..
Baby its only with you,

Since we met…
Since the moment you hugged me first..
Since our first kiss..
I'm in deeply love with you baby..
Ever since and FOREVER ...