This blog is dedicated to my love. She is an Angel in disguise. She is my FALLEN ANGEL..

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Thursday, May 28, 2015

Rain running

Running long way in rain. 
I want to get sick. 
I don't want to go back from where I started.
I don't want to feel anything other than pain..

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

I am going to meet my father alone after 20 years. It's a secret no one know, not even him. I need a hug. I want to cry loud. But only I know the reason...

I am going to meet my father alone after 20 years. It's a secret no one know, not even him. I need a hug. I want to cry loud. But only I know the reason...

At night I can't sleep. In the morning I can't wake up.

At night I can't sleep. In the morning I can't wake up.

I hate when people say I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. Do I need to paint a smile on all the times..

I hate when people say I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. Do I need to paint a smile on all the times..

Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.

Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.

I can't stop the rain from falling. I can't stop my heart from calling you.

I can't stop the rain from falling. I can't stop my heart from calling you.

The smallest things remind me of you.

The smallest things remind me of you.

You have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in your heart, even if you are already gone in theirs.

You have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in your heart, even if you are already gone in theirs.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes


Maybe one day we'll find the place where our dreams and reality collide..

Maybe one day we'll find the place where our dreams and reality collide..

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to..

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to..

I'm falling apart and I can feel every little piece hitting the ground and it's killing me..

I'm falling apart and I can feel every little piece hitting the ground and it's killing me..

Will you remember me in ten years..

Will you remember me in ten years..

Baby I need you so much closer..

Baby I need you so much closer..

You were never a second choice

You were never a second choice

No one knows how unhappy I am..

No one knows how unhappy I am..

Where are you when I need you most You were nowhere to be found..

Where are you when I need you most You were nowhere to be found..

When you finally open up to someone about how you feel and they just don't get it and you regret talking about it..

When you finally open up to someone about how you feel and they just don't get it and you regret  talking about it..

I'm sorry you fell in love with someone with so many problems

I'm sorry you fell in love with someone with so many problems

I hate that thing that happens right before I fall asleep. Every mistake I've ever made, every word I wish I said, every moment that made me cry rushes through my head, and all I can do about it is cringe and pretend it all never happened..

I hate that thing that happens right before I fall asleep. Every mistake I've ever made, every word I wish I said, every moment that made me cry rushes through my head, and all I can do about it is cringe and pretend it all

Are you lost or incomplete May be a little of both..



Tuesday, May 19, 2015

I really just wanna run away and never look back at the people I've known

 I really just wanna run away and never look back at the people I've known

I want noting but just a touch of yours..

I want noting but just a touch of yours..


We all have stories we won't ever tell..

We all have stories we won't ever tell..

Do you think I will be in love with you forever..

Do you think I will be in love with you forever..

We all have our horrors and demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made?

We all have our horrors and demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made?

My blog is all about my feelings..

My blog is all about my feelings..

She bought new specs today. Missing the new look.

She bought new specs today. Missing the new look.

My mind scares me always..

My mind scares me always..

Feelings

Feelings

My thoughts have destroyed me more times than any person every could.

My thoughts have destroyed me more times than any person every could.


I am starting to get bad...

I am starting to get bad...

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made

I haven’t told you everything.

I haven’t told you everything.

I have always loved you more.

I have always loved you more.

Sometimes shutting the feelings off is the only solution

Sometimes shutting the feelings off is the only solution

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Have you ever craved someone?

have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body 

Have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body

I need you so much closer

I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer

FireFly


Hope you are having a great trip


Hope you are having a great trip

Hope you are having a great trip


Her heart was locked and words were her only key

 Her heart was locked and words were her only key

Her heart was locked and words were her only key

I need a Hug No No I need your Hug

 I need a Hug No No I need your Hug

I need a Hug, No No, I need your Hug

I just want us both to be happy

 I just want us both to be happy

I just want us both to be happy

I wanna go back to when you were still here. But I can't

I wanna go back to when you were still here. But I can't

I wanna go back to when you were still here. But I can't

I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

 I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

I Miss You...

iam always torn between wanting to tell you how much I miss you and trying to keep myself quiet for both our sake. I've never been able to keep my own secrets. So it tears me apart how I forbid myself from telling you that I can't

Friday, January 30, 2015

Moments of Love

Moments of Love

Thinking Out Loud

"Thinking Out Loud"

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are
Cheese Pizza

"Holy shit where have you been all my life"

Do you ever just meet one person and at first it is awkward then you start talking and its like holy shit where have you been all my life

Thanks for your text messages


Thanks for your text messages

I'm just scared that it's not gonna get any better than this

and it was after months of silence that I realised we make better strangers than we ever did anything else

so fucking frustrated. Dont want to do this anymore. Ijust wanna be alone. I dont want anybody to help m

You realize how much you truly miss someone




You realize how much you truly miss someone when something happens good or bad and the only person you want to tell is the one person who isn’t there


You realize how much you truly miss someone