This blog is dedicated to my love. She is an Angel in disguise. She is my FALLEN ANGEL..

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Thursday, May 28, 2015

Rain running

Running long way in rain. 
I want to get sick. 
I don't want to go back from where I started.
I don't want to feel anything other than pain..

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

I am going to meet my father alone after 20 years. It's a secret no one know, not even him. I need a hug. I want to cry loud. But only I know the reason...

I am going to meet my father alone after 20 years. It's a secret no one know, not even him. I need a hug. I want to cry loud. But only I know the reason...

At night I can't sleep. In the morning I can't wake up.

At night I can't sleep. In the morning I can't wake up.

I hate when people say I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. Do I need to paint a smile on all the times..

I hate when people say I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. Do I need to paint a smile on all the times..

Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.

Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.

I can't stop the rain from falling. I can't stop my heart from calling you.

I can't stop the rain from falling. I can't stop my heart from calling you.

The smallest things remind me of you.

The smallest things remind me of you.

You have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in your heart, even if you are already gone in theirs.

You have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in your heart, even if you are already gone in theirs.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes


Maybe one day we'll find the place where our dreams and reality collide..

Maybe one day we'll find the place where our dreams and reality collide..

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to..

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to..

I'm falling apart and I can feel every little piece hitting the ground and it's killing me..

I'm falling apart and I can feel every little piece hitting the ground and it's killing me..

Will you remember me in ten years..

Will you remember me in ten years..

Baby I need you so much closer..

Baby I need you so much closer..

You were never a second choice

You were never a second choice

No one knows how unhappy I am..

No one knows how unhappy I am..

Where are you when I need you most You were nowhere to be found..

Where are you when I need you most You were nowhere to be found..

When you finally open up to someone about how you feel and they just don't get it and you regret talking about it..

When you finally open up to someone about how you feel and they just don't get it and you regret  talking about it..

I'm sorry you fell in love with someone with so many problems

I'm sorry you fell in love with someone with so many problems

I hate that thing that happens right before I fall asleep. Every mistake I've ever made, every word I wish I said, every moment that made me cry rushes through my head, and all I can do about it is cringe and pretend it all never happened..

I hate that thing that happens right before I fall asleep. Every mistake I've ever made, every word I wish I said, every moment that made me cry rushes through my head, and all I can do about it is cringe and pretend it all

Are you lost or incomplete May be a little of both..



Tuesday, May 19, 2015

I really just wanna run away and never look back at the people I've known

 I really just wanna run away and never look back at the people I've known

I want noting but just a touch of yours..

I want noting but just a touch of yours..


We all have stories we won't ever tell..

We all have stories we won't ever tell..

Do you think I will be in love with you forever..

Do you think I will be in love with you forever..

We all have our horrors and demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made?

We all have our horrors and demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made?

My blog is all about my feelings..

My blog is all about my feelings..

She bought new specs today. Missing the new look.

She bought new specs today. Missing the new look.

My mind scares me always..

My mind scares me always..

Feelings

Feelings

My thoughts have destroyed me more times than any person every could.

My thoughts have destroyed me more times than any person every could.


I am starting to get bad...

I am starting to get bad...

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made

I haven’t told you everything.

I haven’t told you everything.

I have always loved you more.

I have always loved you more.

Sometimes shutting the feelings off is the only solution

Sometimes shutting the feelings off is the only solution